It's always about 11 o'clock at night that I start to wonder.... am I ever going to be truly satified with my life.
I guess most people would be happy with the things I have... a mom n dad who love me...
a sister who fights with me but turns around is laughing with me the next moment...
best friends who share your beliefs and love you no matter how much you let yourself go...
a fufilling spiritual life...
a free college education...
enough clothes to last me 3 months without doing laundry....
i live in a country that has 911... and women's rights....
i've lived internationally...
i have an exotic latin boyfriend who would give the world for me....
not too skinny not too "thick".... good hair... good smile...
and a whole lot of other "American Dream" ish....
Soooo I guess now comes the part where I start giving you the ugly underside.... sad to say- I don't have one.
Most people blog because they either have a great life we all want or that sad unfufilled life that makes juicy TV drama.... well sorry to say- I'm just an everyday girl.. yep- it doesn't get any more normal than me...
Still, just as unsatified with life as anyone else... So here I am ... wondering about life...as most people in the US Eastern time zone are doing in their beds- or on their computers- or in front of their TVs... whatever
how can I get what I want... and if I get it.. will I really be happy?
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